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In a state of disrepair... Count the days I've layed here broken... Nothing as it seems to be... And still you don't know it...
Stupid thoughts in my head... I don't know anymore, if anything's worth fighting for... Stupid thoughts say maybe...
And I've done it all myself this long, I've shut everyone out... Thinking I can lead this invisible army of myself...
But to then face the world and there's only me... I stand alone... I stand broken...
No one sees it, sees these scars... Violent tendancies I have for myself... So eager to repair those I love, and desparate to destroy myself...
I'm rotten inside, dying... And it's starting to show on the surface... I'm sure if you look close enough, you'll see your name written beneath it...
It hurts to move... Your words, they bruise me... And I'm afraid... I'm so afraid...
This forked tongue speaks nor truth or lies... But speaks only of confusion...
Feelings, thoughts, I beg for ignorance...
Hush now, hear this song I play... Death whispered me a lullaby...
Play your game, you think you'll win... I'm already five steps ahead...
And in this game, five steps ahead, is but two steps from the end...
©2006-2009 ~the-beautiful-red
:iconthe-beautiful-red:

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...i stand alone...

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:iconforgotten2:
'understand we'll go hand in hand,
but we'll walk alone in fear.'

true isnt it?
ur not alone, you may feel it but ur not
xoxo

--
This is the dreamscape,
A drowery of sin,
This is the Darkness,
Where nightmares begin.
:icondarkpalace:
Good stuff, however I feel this poem is one only you'll understand in the end.... I found this line to be my favorite:

"I'm already five steps ahead...
And in this game, five steps ahead, is but two steps from the end..."

Keep it up.
:iconragingmalice:
This is an extremeley good poem. But remember, you're never alone, no matter how you may feel.

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Don't fear the darkness, embrace it, and revere evil with the greatest of minds.

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:iconthe-beautiful-red:
thank you very much.. and i know that but sometimes to an extent you are alone... there are somethings no one can be there for...

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What The Hell Am I Doing Here?
...I Don't Belong Here

And She Thought That Happiness Was A Mess That Sat On Her Doorway
:iconthe-beautiful-red:
thank you... and yeh its a very personal piece... i feel no one will ever decipher it... but they can interpret it as they please..
:) :hug:

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What The Hell Am I Doing Here?
...I Don't Belong Here

And She Thought That Happiness Was A Mess That Sat On Her Doorway
:iconthe-beautiful-red:
:) :hug:
yay for buffy quotes :) hehe xox

--
What The Hell Am I Doing Here?
...I Don't Belong Here

And She Thought That Happiness Was A Mess That Sat On Her Doorway
:iconjizman3000:
And then we start to climb the wall...

--
Life's not meant to be easy.
But take courage child,
For it may be enjoyable...
:iconthe-beautiful-red:
hmm.. walls are always good...

--
What The Hell Am I Doing Here?
...I Don't Belong Here

And She Thought That Happiness Was A Mess That Sat On Her Doorway
:iconforgotten2:
yay :D

--
This is the dreamscape,
A drowery of sin,
This is the Darkness,
Where nightmares begin.

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