it's not me
who i'm trying to be
i'm trying to change who i was
trying to mend the cracks in my heart
these incisions on my soul

(what if i was meant to be broken)

some wounds never heal
there's always one stitch missing
and all it takes is those three little words
to pull the rest out of place

(watch how i unravel)

the misheard looks apon my face
in the short moments we've caught eyes
the things i think i should have said
are words that never left my mouth

and i'm trying
darling
i'm trying

(but i dont know what i'm trying for)

soon i'll fall

(and you won't be able to catch me)


i was for another night of crying against a broken window with
          your words replaying over in my head and
    memories of us we never had the chance to make


(i lost for what i'll never have)

soon you'll turn away from me

and
i'm sorry

...but that's how it has to be